I don’t feel like it today…


A cupboard fell off the wall this morning.  The carcass was pretty rotten at the back and there was probably too much weight on it.  It had been in the bathroom when we moved in – over the bath – but it was a match for the kitchen cupboards and I wanted to be able to put the shower onto a fixing and stand up to shower.  I can’t say that I’m massively sorry, I have hit my head on it a few times and it hurts like you wouldn’t believe when you really crack it!  There is no a lot of homeless cat food so I need to go out and buy a shelf unit and sort it all out.

Also, I have to sort out some clothes for a charity bag, go shopping and finish sorting my art room and that just feels like too big a job.

I brought the washing in t least.  It is so humid at the mo that it was damper than when it went out!

What I want to do is go skating and then go and see friends.

I need to increase my hours at work again for a short while.  I kept my hours to between 40 and 45 for a month or so because maintaining the hours that i was doing was having a detrimental affect in more ways than one but I am getting further and further behind so I’ll have to step it back up again.  I can do a few weekends whilst Mr PinQ is at work so it won’t be too bad.

Onwards and Upwards.




How should I feel?

Although I hadn’t planned to, I went out after rehearsal.

I’d seen a guy park his bike across the road and the next time I noticed him, he looked as if he was going to break into my car but it turned out that he was using the tinted windows as a mirror to do his hair.  Somehow, I had missed him moving his bike to the back of my car.  Ready to go home, I put it in reverse to head out of the car park and was shocked to hear my car touch something.  I jumped out and found a scratch on his bike!

I went and told him and he inspected the bike but it turned out that he had put the scratch in it, not me.  *phew*

I had wondered, to have scratched it like that, I should have smashed his indicator!

Anyhoo, I said that if he found anything wrong with it, he should tell his friend (one of my party this evening) who would be able to get hold of me.

He said, “Why? Are you his mum?”

Now, the boy is 21 which would have made me 17, the same age that my mum was when she had me.  I would have expected to have been horrified by such a comment but I wasn’t – I actually thought that it was quite a nice thing to say because I would be proud to have a boy like that for a son.



I have my Level 9 and 10 skating assessments tonight and it isn’t looking promising.

After 6 weeks of learning the required elements with one tutor, she told me that she was going to be on holiday for two weeks, including Test Week (tonight).  Last week, I hadn’t been assigned to any of the tutors and was taken on with one who was teaching Gold.

Now, everything done backwards takes me a long time to crack and I still have good and bad weeks with some of those things, in the same way I did doing cross-overs in a clockwise direction at Level 5 but they are fine now.

When I was doing my back crosses for the backwards inside edge, he came over and took my hands and pushed me around at the speed he expects me to be able to do them.  Then I discovered that the little backwards inside edges and the backwards outside edges with a scull leading into each are also not how he would expect.

This does not bode well!

I’m supposed to be tidying…

Yesterday was pretty hectic.

Unplanned of course!

I went to H’s for a cuppa before we headed to the ice rink for extra practice before Monday’s exams.  Her progress has been amazing!  She has never skated or danced but in just 8 weeks, she had cracked levels 1 – 3 and we were starting to work on 4.  This is a hell of an achievement, the rest of us that have progressed that quickly all roller-skated or ice-skated in our youths.  Of course, those of us that told her how well she was doing are either friends, or people that she was having her classes with and she didn’t really believe us.  Then, yesterday, a random lady stopped us to say that she had seen us every week and was amazed at H’s progress, that she had seen her doing something new each week.  It was fab to hear that from a perfect stranger because it was affirmation of what everyone else had been saying.

We’d been on the ice for a couple of hours and I saw her left blade go tight in behind her right and went to catch her but she managed to right herself so I drew back.  That was when she fell and did a move on the ice that I’ve never tried – what the medical profession refer to as a FOOSH (fall on outstretched hand).

I helped her up and off the ice and moved it around gently to establish if anything was broken because I had heard a crack and it looked promising but I suggested that we go to the hospital just to be on the safe side.

After giving her details 4 times, the Nurse Practitioner asked if her wedding ring could come off and when she said that it couldn’t, she said that it needed to be cut off.  I suggested that we try soaping it off – that ring was NOT being cut off.  It worked.  Then she was x-rayed and then we waited for diagnosis.  Amazingly, there had been a 1″ swelling over her trapezoid bone that had almost gone by the time she saw the Nurse practitioner!

There was a lovely little old lady brought into the waiting room with half of her shin de-gloved.  I had heard her 40/50-odd year old daughter say that she had caused the injury by falling on her.  She traipsed in behind her brother, who was pushing the wheelchair and was barely able to remain upright and a waft of spirits accompanied her – she was ratted!  As the conversation between her brother and mother, her mother’s breathing became more laboured and she said, “Oh stop huffing and puffing mother!”  I started to get Northern.

Then it was all about her.  When her brother suggested that the other brother (who had been out for water and sandwiches) take her home, she loudly pronounced that she had to stay because people would want to interrogate her.  There was more claptrap about how she almost walked in front of a bus the day before, didn’t want to go home ever again, how her life was so sh*t, memememememememememe.

It was a good job that she was taken home, I was ready to take her out!

I was shocked at how angry she made me.

We were called back in and there were the x-rays on screen (last time I had an accident, you still had to carry the great big films around!) and there was a Colles’ fracture (distal radius – left arm) so out came the modrock and bandage.  The nurse got the position right but the cast was too long and you could only see the last inch of her fingers so it had to be cut back – another couple of minutes and it would have had to be completely re-done!  Thankfully, it was a stable fracture and we were working to worst case scenario of a really complicated fracture so that anything else would be a bonus.  I’ve done a diagram of her fracture with the break in yellow and a little fragment of bone shown in red:

Diagram of Helen's fracture

At least she had fared better than the girl receiving first aid when we left the rink, the poor little love had broken her ankle!  The rink was doing a good job of keeping the Minor Injuries Unit busy!

I took her home and fed the puppies before running to pick up the girls for a night out but of course, I had to run home, do my hair and get changed.  Despite not having a brew for hours, I decided that alcohol was required and wen I got back to the pub, there was a bottle of Smirnoff Ice waiting for me :-)

The drink must have influenced me – I sang two songs that I used to do with a couple of my bands in my youth but hadn’t sung for years and one I had never done before!

The girls were brilliant though, one managed to hit notes that even she didn’t know she had in her when one of her songs came on in a very different key to hers and the other was on fire – not only with her amazing voice but her performance was second to none!  It was a great night, especially after last week’s debacle.

We’d aimed for one pub who proclaimed that Friday was KARAOKE on the sign at the entrance to the car park but after waiting an age for the guys to set up, discovered that it was an eighties electronic duo.  We went to plan C (that pub had been second choice to one that was hosting a darts competition instead of the usual karaoke) and found ourselves in a particularly rough pub.  Now, I have played some rough pubs in my band days but this was an eye-opener for me.  One girl (big fish, small pond) was backed up to a table where she lay down, knocking a glass onto the floor which was left there, shattered, continuing to sing as she was dry-humped by the lad that had guided her there; when she did get up, it was only to drunkenly climb onto the table and seat behind it to take centre stage – just in case anyone had missed any of her previous performance.  When she finished the night with a duet with her mother, I realised that the mother had been the one stood by my seat all evening with several of the men – of all ages – groping her backside.

Needless to say, it was nice to be back in a civilized pub where everyone, regardless of talent, was encouraged and applauded and without any dry-humping, who knew?!

We took H to the ferry this morning for her girlie day out and spent the food budget on the Italian market before walking the dogs.  Angel’s little boot for her tender paw defied me though and I had to re-tie it several times!  Aunties just aren’t as good as mummies.

They are knackered now and pretty much collapsed when we got them home after a big drink but we will take them out again when their mum gets home.

Now, I must get on with tidying this room – I’ve been avoiding it for months!


This time last year, I was no longer able to walk a mile without it wiping me out entirely.

Yesterday, I had an optician and hair appointment, the shops are no longer within the same mall.  I planned it so that I could go and sort my glasses out, then meet a girlfriend so that we could go and get our hair done before heading for lunch and cocktails.

I could barely move when we got to the restaurant but the little fizz in a Cana Royale relaxed my muscles sufficiently to be able to stand upright again,  When I got home, I put my route into mapmyrun.com and discovered that I had done 8.14 miles!

It seems nothing to most people I know and it would have seemed a trivial amount to me in the days when I walked 15 miles a day but it has taken me 10 months to get to this point so I am over the moon!  I thought that I would be a mess today too but although I woke up in a lot of pain after a long lie-in, I had a nap later and have since been able to do some stretches and open up a few of my vertebrae.

Now I have to push myself a little harder every day.